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[Thursday, February 21st 2008] |
This is just more so a reference for me then anything else cause i am sick and can do what i fucking want to and i wont remmber half of what I wrote here anyway, hence why Im babling and writing it in the first place.
Drawings to finish:
Aris and Dali
-Attempt to finish Albina *wince*
-Draw Nico...find reference of Nico...
-Draw Kronus, again wince
-Prove to a certian person that just because i draw WoW related stuff constantly it doesnt make me a lesser artist *eyes Albina's artist*
WoW related:
Level Delai to 32 magically..some how..ohmygod
Actually do Lechies's dailis(HA)
Figure out how to level Shavri without stabbing out eyes from her gear
-get her a better spec(pretty buttons arent always a good thing)
---Kill people because I am sick ><-----especially dad. ill go back out and hand in resumes when I stop throwing up you cunt faced bastard : (---
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[Monday, February 11th 2008] |
This made me laugh, horriblly and i shouldnt. Its not mine, just copypasted here.
Tzitzimitl is an Aztec female demon who descends from the stars and eats her prey.
Things not to do when your Gaming Girlfriend/Wife Things becomes a Tzitzimitl. 1. Don’t ask, "Are you okay?" Especially if she has been muttering under her breath for a while, or gives you the "warning look*." 2. Because she loves you, she has been generous enough to give the "warning look." Don’t squander the precious gift by asking, “What’s that look for?” 3. Idiots who missed 1, and asked 2 will become fertilizer. 4. If said love dove starts screaming at her screen that she can’t do X, Y or Z. DO NOT offer your opinion. Especially, something around the lines, "Well, maybe you should try X or look online to find more strategies." 5. Don’t talk. If you normally talk, play somewhere else. She doesn’t want to hear the syllables coming out your mouth. 6. Better yet, don’t breath. The world is full of air. Don’t wastes her. Maybe it would be a good time to visit your mother for a few hours. 7. Do not correct her. Everything she does under the influence is ABSOLUTE. If she wants pickles with chocolate milk, or wants to sell everything and prance around naked in IF. Don’t try to stop her. 8. Do not allow supplies to be depleted. Each female has "must foods" during the Tzitzimitl transformation. Unless you want to offer yourself as a sacrifice, make sure her stash of, chocolate, cake, hazelnut cream, red bloody steaks, diet coke, wine, etc… is ALWAYS available. Let it run out and we are not responsible if she filets you. 9. Amendment to 8. Do not wait until she asks you where her “insert vital food here” is. By then it is too late. 10. Only touch when allowed. If she comes to you and gives you a hug, you are allowed to hug back. Do not attempt to touch her without her permission; otherwise, dismemberment is a very likely outcome. 11. Most important of all. Do not DEMAND she do ANYTHING. You must approach the Tzitzimitl, like you were trapped with a lion -with humility, reverence and not a small amount of fear. Otherwise… /Shug, it is your funeral, buddy. My deed to humanity is done for the day. Don’t say I don’t care.
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[Saturday, February 2nd 2008] |
This was a dream. I dont know if its my mind peicing together a movie i saw(i dont remember it being one) or what but i played merely the roll of the person 'watching' it. My dreams, when i remember stay with me for a long time, in full color and what not.
There was a girl, small, stunted(?) perhaps, young. In an age when there are still slaves. She is one. On a farm, she works hard, but, a man(rich, famous?) buys her time from her current master. At first he uses her, and after a f ew months, the master changes to a rather cruel one who's more careful. Lame love story like, the man falls for her, keeps buying her 'time'b ut actually takes her out on dates. Their caught, the man beaten so bloody and bruised he can barely talk at his trail.
The girl goes missing. Captured by the mans brother(?) they drive across the land for months, she tells him not to go specific ways, he listens, they arent found by cops until they stop off at a resturant, someone reconizes her from the wanted on tv(?), plays cool with the brother, the cops come. the brother freaks out, kills the man brutually in a fight(aims to do what he promised his brother and protect her) dies when he attempts to take the cops as well.
Later, the cops explain that the trail has been dropped, her slave wage paid off and she can go home, free.
Fucked up dreams much...
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[Tuesday, January 22nd 2008] |
Phil is going down.
Vindictive bitch all the way.
T ime ti figure out HOW MANY sites im on and change the email address to all of them.
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[Saturday, January 19th 2008] |
Being forced to act as my mothers Dj while she works in the kitchen. Playing such 'wonderful' bands as ace of base and abba. My poor itunes is now tainted and will never be the same.
*sob* Finally uploaded art to my deviantart though! took me long enough.
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[Friday, January 18th 2008] |
Got to finally feed amadeus, have to look for mice breeders around here, because the stores are fucking expensive. He had to deal with three fuzies instead of one mouse. which is more to say like...a happy meal instead of a turkey. Not filling, but you'll deal with it anyway and hope you dont die of grease poisoning.
Got to also go on WoW for a moment, hooked up computer to charge ipod, about all i can do with the net connection at hte apartment lol. So much laaag...not to mention working on a crooked table with no mouse pad...not to shabby i say. Also figured out why i cant do mouse movements and are forced to deal with keyboard strafing. While not a live or death situation, it would make life easier. One, mac mouse=one button mouse, WoW just factors in the clicking as automatically left clicking. Two, got rid of my old mac keyboard when i spilled stuff on it for a cheaper windows one that works just as well. Apparantly left click+apple button=right click but tried every button that could have been apple button...didnt work. Might just look into a two button mouse when i get a job, or perhaps a mighty mouse. Though having more then three buttons on a mouse might make my head xplode into tiny pieces.
(though, start button v =paste...so in retrospect, start button+left click=right click but it doesnt...bah)
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[Friday, January 18th 2008] |
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8:00am
Been up since six am. Tossing and turning, nail biting to perhaps, cant remember. Must figure out how hard i have to stab someone in the throat to get them to stop snoring. Having two people snore in perfect baratone and saprano is rather annoying.
If not, musically impossible.
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[Thursday, January 17th 2008] |
OOC meme taken from Steph cause she is god.
They are:
Caleb 'Soldier 001': Knows Andreas through a freak meeting, keeps him around for amusement sake.
Andreas: Use to work as a 'companion' at a whore house
Lucien: Priest of the Ultimate Order, Acts more as a call boy then anything
Murikami: Insane five foot man who owns the entire city
Dththari: Hermaphrodite prince to an alien race, also a 'vessel'
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[Wednesday, January 16th 2008] |
watching movies for the past two days drives tasha insane rofl. Boogeyman 2 for one, while not scary gets points for gore factor. A girl cutting maggots out of her arm with a scalple sure is interesting :x...though an agoraphobic and a belimic having sex in a public shower room is kinda hot....wait...what? >>;;
quiz time, gotten from deviantart. For the questions with peoples name inserted just fill in the blank, alternated with the top three friends/people you love. So questions go 'name1 name 2 name 3; then over again so no picking what name you think would fit XP'
1: Usual nicknames: Tasha, Ash(stemed before and for WoW lol) Tash, bunny, the whitebunny(epic fun times with that one) and bumblebee.
2: Favorite color: Silver , hate gold usually and i hate most other shades..but blue is nice
3: Favorite food: Chinese
4: Ideal date situation: On a couch, watching a bunch of horror movies trying to scare myself, under a blanket and being assured that its ketchup and not blood XP
5: Favorite sweets: Those little candy hearts with words on them from valentines, but just the white ones, and gummy fruit slices
6: If Jenna had a theme song, what would it be?: Probably the circle of life lol.
7: What was your first impression of stephanie?: I think it had something to do with wanting to play with the doll she had brought into class...what was it, grade four, five? it was one of those fairies that you pulled the string and it went flying.
8: Name something you have in common with Aj?: We're both insane? =DDD
9: Do you miss jenna?: Like a headcold. which means yes...yes i do : (
10: Would you like to read stephanies very personal diary?: Thats what livejournal is dearies.
11: Whats aj's opinion on cheese?: ....wait....cheese as in movie cheese or cheese cheese?If he doesnt like cheese cheese we have to break up..its the answer to LIIIIFE : (
12: Describe jenna in one word: ....o.o...>>...<<....!....o.o...um...can we start over, i think i forgot the question.
13:Have you eaten around stephanie?: *blush* if i answer this aj might get mad *snickersnort*
14: describe the guy next door in five words?: someone has to tell the fat lady living next door shes actually a guy. And this didnt have a name in the question, you fail >(
15: Your coworker just got vaporized in a freak accident...now what?: ....can i have his wallet? =D
16: Aj is actually Yoda in disguise you know: I FUCKING KNEW IT! HAHAHAHA I TOTALLY KNEW IT....those jedi mind tricks were real : (
17: Jenna and Stephanie are forced to act out a verbal couple fight. Who's the wife?: .....steph XD: Jenna would be wippppped
18:Would aj eat those green eggs and ham?: ....if i told him to...and if it wasnt bad : (
19: In a race between you, jenna, stephanie and aj who would win?: I would...cause aj would hold everyone else back for me so i could win XP
20: Jenna suddenly knows all your secrets, what do you have to say to that?: Well hot damn : (
21:If you and stephanie teamed up what would you acomplish?: World domination....born on snarky comments and large words
22:Does aj make you hot: Mars landing hot babeh
23: Your mom is actually Jenna you know: o.o......*seppuku*
24:Stephanie got stuck in a tree, would you save them?: Yes, but first id climb up there and hang otu for a bit. Get some bark action going on and all.
25;You caught aj looking at a playgirl/playboy magazine, whats your reaction?: Look at the pretty pictures to?
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[Wednesday, January 16th 2008] |
12:10 pm
UGHHH....rawr and all of that. Okay im done...end entry.
Rofl.
I wish Jenna or someone else who i gave this link to would post and say something, but apparantly not. I attempted to text message jenna earlier but it didnt work as well as I planned. Ill try again later.
We got the place, we just have to wait for the people currently living in it to move out, which could be anywhere from two weeks to three or more...*shrug* Im starting to get angry at everything, the smallest thing is making me lash out and want to hurt someone. Im itchy, i cut myself on my leg shaving(if it wasnt so disgusting having hairy legs i wouldnt do it T_T) and i want to back hand every single person in this damn house. And all they can do is complain that im bitchy and irrate. I nearly passed out in the bathtub again, which leads me to believe showers only for some time.
Mom doesnt understand that I do NOT want anyone staying in that damn house when we move. I do not want anyone near Her, samantha or worst of all dad. She gets all huffy and upset when i mention the word hotel, oh woes me. Hotel. Yes, she'll get ot say hi, but thats all damnit.
I cant wait to have my own room. But i can hear the bitching allready about me staying there all night. Yes, if i work all day, i want to stay on the computer all night.
So help me god i better hide the bodies well enough.........
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[Tuesday, January 15th 2008] |
11:40am
Ever try sleeping in a room with a woman who is going through menopause/ I wouldnt suggest it. the window stayed open the entire night during a blizzard, and i am unware as to how i even got a lick of sleep. But apaprantly being under two blankets, one of which greatly resembles the hide fo a bear....you live some how >>;
The guy is coming over today to talk to us, and hopefully this means we get the house >> How long it will take to get net set up i dont know, but during that time ill be getting a job hopefully so we shall seeeee >>;; Maybe its some where fun..HAHAHHA>..
I kill myself.
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[Monday, January 14th 2008] |
3:30 pms
About to go pick up samantha from school. The bed is still giving me troubles, and the day we move into the house im going to gladly put it back within the box it came in and put it out of mind. Either, light it on fire, set it to the depths of the ocean or play godfather with it. And no id ont mean putting a horse head within it......though...ideas....
Love to all =) I expect a fully epiced out druid when i come back aj..JOOKING. I except huggles and luffles and what not. Hopefully i come back not with hate mail from some evil satanic lady because they left the guild >>;; will write more later, when i have time XP
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[Sunday, January 13th 2008] |
11:00am
Bah, my back is sore as fuck. Stupid bed....this time at least im not sleeping on the floor rofl.b ut its a blow up bed, but with a frame...the only issue is hey it sinks in the middle and you go to bed hoping half of you doesnt disapear or something into the cavernous mouth of the creature known as bed.
Ow...
I havent gone crazy yet, though samantha is an annoying little brat and i want to feed her to something. I think i managed to piss off my Oma yesterday at hte resturant, when her and nicole were leaving for mexico. Nicole kept saying 'why do you have to look so depressing' oh em gee i wonder...hm...maybe one of hte reasons is you get to go to mexico? Yea sure im jealous but this is the second time you got to go...hm...
I get to eat now....had three meals yersterday...WHOOT
miss aj, jenna richard and gavin : (.....
i need hugs.
fuck im addicted...i miss wow >>;
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[Saturday, January 12th 2008] |
9:00am
since im to lazy to reply to your comments aj, my time expires feb 16, which is odd...but hey nothing to worry about lol.
I had to log into my account on my dads computer, which is probably crawing with keyloggers and virus and shit....which means im worried for it > ( ...so aj if you want, change my password to something ubah confusing or something and post it here in code =0 only if you think it needs to be changed. i duno if i should trust this laptop or not : (...
Still dont know when ill get to set up my own computer ><; so...il be awhile folks still *cry*
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[Friday, January 11th 2008] |
4:00pm
I think im going crazy. One more damn country song and is wear to god someone will die....spending three hours in a car ride with your sister blasting country and singing along is not pleasant. And no i didnt sleep, though she said i could, but car sickness is something i suffer, as well as insanity in my family apparantly >:>;
We're going to go look at the house tomorow, so hopefully if it all goes well we'll get it and i can find a job at the mall near by. In that case, job, computer, money....win? Though i cant afford WoW time any time soon, nor can I afford mice. Mice i can bum off of someone i know >> or ill just go out back and shoot some lol.
Love you aj, be a good boy and sleep you dork *bonks on head* Sleep=goooood....*hypocrite* Ill sleep tonight iknow that, unconcious or other wise, im tired as hell from moving my stuff here temporarily until we look at the place.
Miss you all allready, be good and remember, use a rubber *wink wink* Its a good thing my family members dont read this or i think id be in a mental hospital allready.
I do have a new favorite song though >> And since I know aj is reading this "Fantasy by ludacris'
*wink*
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[Friday, January 11th 2008] |
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9:00am, friday
Waking up his a hassel when all you have is four hours of bad sleep under your belt, then again it might be my fault, but its worth it. Im a sucker for punishemt apparantly, but the warmth and tingly feelings one gets when you stay up in the middle of the night, the birds chirruping outside(is that a word...chirruping? Whats that sound like anyway) talking to someone you love is rather nice. Even if i do look like a hag afterwards when i wake up.
Wonder if he'd like me with my hair tousled and my eyes bleary and a 'wtf ' look in my eyes.
No, the tingly feeling is not what you think, perverts, end comment towards mental train of own thought /end.
I still think this is good for me, but there is that feeling of regret gnawing at my stomach that makes me cringe every time i think of it. My friends ARE my family,t here is nothing else to say to it. I like the feeling of being surrounded by people that can make me laugh, cry and feel fucking wonderful. But im good at long distance things and ill try never the less. Like gavin says, Im not in ontario, i can visit. I can *cringe* learn to drive. You guys can get me in a few broken peices, fingers fused to the steering wheel and mumbling about a deer and merging.
Why do we have so much merging anyway?
Mumbling is rather nice, just sitting and typing is to, i think this is called free writing.
I have certian things to look forward to now though. LIke camping(I forgot my mittens : () though that wont be for awhile, and hopefully can be planned around aj's visit...so we dont force him to force out to much money on my behalf. The camping trip was one of the best days of my life, hella 'tight' fun and all that stuff, and will be even better with aj.
Finishing packing is not something to look forward to, especially when you cant think where half of your stuff is going. Here's hoping i get to sleep in the car.
/log off and all of that good jazz.
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[Thursday, January 10th 2008] |
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taking a break from packing to just drop a note here. Im going to miss you guys(and you guys know who you are specifically <33) I wont be gone for ever. I am planning on visiting, and i damn well better get hugs when i dooooooooo. I also demand you all drop comments, random,, one word ones or not here so i can feel loved while i get net set up : (....please....?"
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[Wednesday, January 9th 2008] |
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Since im going to be on and off the net for awhile this live journal is a way for my friends to get a hold of me, since i can at least use moms laptop to post here when she's at work or something. ANyway yes! Moving...havent told them yet...i want aj on : (
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[Wednesday, January 9th 2008] |
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Ill figure out how to get this all working sooner or later. but its up and thats all that matters at the current moment lol
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